Post by MELANIE CHRISTINE DAVEK on Mar 7, 2011 12:08:28 GMT -5
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melanie christine emerson davek
[/color][/i]melanie christine emerson davek
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" the lingering question kept me up
two am who do you love
i wondered till i'm wide awake
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~ cbox name : Melanie
~ how did you find us : Delta <3
~i also play:
None...yet
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~ my name is : Melanie Christine Emerson Davek
~ call me :
Mel Her most common nickname, the one she probably prefers over all others
Melly- it's too cutesy for her tastes and so she'd prefer to not be called it.
Mimi- She simply cannot stand Mimi, she shudders at the mere thought of it..which us why people use it because her reaction is quite amusing.
Chris- From time to time she'll be called thus as a joke. Because she's so girly, any boy like name gets on her nerves. Since none could be found for Melanie, Chris came from her middle name Christine.
Drama Queen- She causes issues, whether she means to or not. Drama honestly should have been her middle name.
~ i am : five hundred and ninety-two
~ born on : January 6, 1418
~ my twin : Megan Fox
~ i like : boys
~ species : vampire
~ type : wild of course
~ animal form : n/a
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~ about me :
Melanie...is well, Melanie...she's more complicated than the universe itself. Deep down she is a good person, however she is extremely selfish, if you aren't someone that she actually cares about...well she'll gladly use you in anyway possible to get what she wants. Melanie is brave and stubborn to a fault, she has been known more times than one to get herself hurt simply because she was too proud to back down. She is impulsive, and above all else extremely emotional. She's quite a handful to deal with..:however if she does care about you, she'll go to hell and back for you.
~ my family :
Christopher Michael Emerson, 649 years old, Father, deceased
Jeanette Michelle Emerson, 634 years old, Mother, deceased
Travis Noah Emerson, 606 years old, brother, deceased
Isabella Rose Emerson, 604 years old, sister, deceased
Helen Michelle Emerson, 593 years old, twin sister, deceased
Christian Dorian Davek, 67 years old, husband
Danna Deville, 87 years old, vampire, mother-in-law
Sadie Deville, 63 years old, vampire, sister-in-law, deceased
Hailey Deivlle, 60 years old, vampire, sister-in-law
Dominic Deville, 54 years old, vampire, brother-in-law
Alexis Deville, 35 years old, vampire, sister-in-law
Lucius Deville, 20 years old, vampire, brother-in-law
Kiley Deville, 14 years old, vampire, sister-in-law, deceased
Regina Davek, 60 years old, vampire, daughter
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~ i love : 3+ likes
[/li][li][/color] Blood
[/li][li][/color] Shopping
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~ i hate : 3+ dislikes
[/li][li][/color] Rain
[/li][li][/color] Annoying people
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~ history :
It was a very happy day in the Emerson household on January 6, 1418…For that was the day that the family gained two new members, Miss Melanie Christine Emerson and Helen Michelle Emerson were born . As a baby, she was happy, crying only when she needed something. But of course there was bound to be something wrong with her and there was…at a very young age of only two weeks old she was diagnosed with bronchitis. The doctors informed her parents that it was so sever the chances of her surviving were next to none. But they refused to give up, going all that they could to save her.
But their efforts luckily were not in vein and Melanie survived..though she was sick quite frequently due to a weak immune system. While growing up, Melanie was the typical standard of a ‘good girl’ always doing what her parents asked and rarely acting out of line…that was of course before puberty hit and she got to high school…All hell broke then.
It was honestly like she became the exact opposite of what she used to be. Of course many believe it to be because her father was a pastor at the local church. Melanie still was good around the house, helping her Mother and siblings when need be...but now she was that way in more than just that. She made friends with all the kids around town and used them so easily. Getting what she wanted was simple..she was manipulative and just plain mean.
She had it all, or so she thought…in her mind her life could get no better but that was until she fell in love. A few months before her seventeenth birthday Melanie met a man by the name of Jason Willams…and a corny as it sound, to her it was love at first sight. Melanie was a stubborn girl but it took Jason no effort at all to get past all her defenses. And once he was in, there was simply no way that she could push him away. But her family didn’t approve…none of them did. So if her family wouldn’t let her be with him…then she would just leave. The hardest person to leave was Helen...
It was hard…but Melanie simply had no other choice. She wanted to be with Jason and she had just learned that she was pregnant. And to be honest…at the time, leaving was the best decision she had ever made. She and Jason were so very happy, with a baby on the way and plans to be wed. But her world came crashing down shortly after her daughter was born… One day while walking home from the market a man grabbed her and pulled her into an alleyway. She screamed and tried her hardest to fight him off but ignoring her pleas he had his way with her. He bite her neck and drank nearly all her blood…but there was just enough left to keep her heart beating before the transformation began.
Three days of agonizing pain later Melanie woke up only to find herself one of the undead…She didn’t realize this of course…to her she believed it to be a miracle to be even alive. So she rushed home as quickly as she could but the blood…it was too much for her…She lost control and snapped Jason’s neck. Drinking every last drop of his blood, she was horrified by what she had just done…Melanie was lucky another vampire was near and stopped her before she could do any harm to her baby girl. He explained to her what was happening and what she had become. She rejected the idea and fled from England.
Leaving England, she kept moving, with of course no idea where to go. She was a new vampire with very little control over herself and in all honesty she probably wouldn't have lasted if not for Kayley Evans...the woman found Melanie in the woods, and at first she believed the woman planned on killing her. After all that she had done...who would possibly want to show her kindness. With some reluctance, she accepted Kayley's offer and went home with her. Now Kayley had a small family of her own, something she called a coven. None related but they lived and acted like a family.
It was something Melanie was truly fascinated by, her instincts all they wanted was blood and she couldn't imagine that it was possibly for vampires to be like this. But apparently it was, and with Kayley's help she did learn to control herself quite well... as well as she could for being so young. Of course her time with this happy little family didn't last long...they were alot more gentle than she. They took her in to help her and yes she did learn self control, but all in all she took far too much enjoyment in killing.
Leaving was a bit sad, but she didn't spend all that much time worrying about it. At that time, women meant very little to the world...if anything they were just accessories on the arms of the particular man they were with. She used this to her advantage, being both charming and beautiful, the got the wealthiest of men to fall for her and after their 'accidental' and very tragic deaths, she'd take what she needed and moved on to the next man.
This continued on for quite sone time and never once was she suspected of anything. Going to America she moved from town to town trying to forget all that had happened. Along her travels she came across the small town of Forks and it is there that she hoped to start over….trying to change completely she joined her second coven. This was even more goody two shoes than the first. The Regal coven was what would be known as vegetarian vampires, or those who choose to feed on animal's instead of humans. She gave it a try and even 'converted' for a few years, of course after one slip up at a bar one night she left the coven to make her own.
The Rouge coven was meant for all vampires, those who had no place else to go. In theory it sounded great, and Melanie herself was a decent enough leader. Of course there was one member who for some reason made it a sport of pissing her off. He was just lucky she didn't have to deal with him for very long. Not even a year after creating her coven she met a man who would change her life forever. In Port Angeles she loved to go out as much as she could, on that particular night at the club she met a manny the name of Christian Davek.
They flirted, danced, and by the end of the night found themselves hooking up in the VIP room. What could have been simply a very hot one night stand became so much more. There was a strong chemistry between them that neither could deny no matter how much they wanted to. After that night they didn't stop seeing each other. It was after his Mother left that things really changed. The Deville coven was taken over by Christian and he asked Melanie to move in with him and to join the coven. Until Danna's return she was the second in command. There relationship was never easy, and was something that had to be expected. But after all the fights and drama...they're still together. To Melanie she was more than sure that nothing would ever break them apart.
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~ role play sample :
RPSAMPLE: With Edward, it was like a double sided coin. It was impossible to be happy, to have all the good things, without taking all the bad things that came with it. But in this case, she was all the bad things. Nearly, no really all of the problems, one way or the other, all began because of her. It wasn’t fair…Edward was such a good person. So caring, intelligent, and brilliant; even as a human…he would always be so much better than she. So…why he loved her so much, it never really made any sense to Bella. There were millions of girls, so many better suited for him and yet, he wanted her. A plain, ordinary girl…her positive qualities were average. But her bad traits, the fact that she was a danger magnet and a klutz and an overall selfish person, they were above and beyond the norm…. What was she supposed to do now, how on earth could she possibly fix this. At the moment she should be down on the ground, begging for his forgiveness, begging for him to let her stay. She didn’t deserve him in her life to be quite honest, what she did deserve, however, was for Edward to kick her out. To tell her that he wanted nothing to do with her and then never let her see her son again. Bella’s heart throbbed at the thought. The simple idea of never seeing Edward or Ej….it was enough to crush her soul. And really, that would be what would happen to her.
She had to get rid of that thought even though it was very possible. Or at least it really would only be what she deserved. But…she knew no matter what she did, Edward would never do that to her…. No matter how much part of her wanted him to. She hated hurting Jacob, but she hated causing Edward pain even more. He believed in her, trusted her and yet she always seemed to go behind him back and hurt him somehow. She didn’t mean to cause people pain, she was the only one who should suffer and yet she always seemed to drag everyone else down with her. It wasn’t fair…but then again when was it ever fair? She couldn’t help but wonder…a tiny part of herself at least, how things would have turned out if she’d never been born…or simply if she hadn’t moved to Forks. She wanted to believe everyone’s lives would have been better but she was a selfish person after all and she couldn’t bring herself to do that.
To be here in his arms, it was a comfort and yet it only made her feel that much more horrible about all of this. Feeling guilty wasn't going to make anything better. After all, if she could only be faithful, she wouldn't have to feel this way. There wasn't a doubt within Bella, she knew that she loved Edward with everything that she was. But she was simply unable to say goodbye to Jacob. And until she did... Edward would never truly trust her again.
God. She just wanted to scream, what was she supposed to do. How could Edward possibly ever forgive her. Maybe she knew that he would and that's why she was so upset...because she didn't deserve his forgivness. There was only one thing she could do and....she just couldn't. Jacob....No, she couldn't. He had to be a part of her life. Anymore it really was impossible to see how, but she still cared so much about him. He was her best friend and even if she tried to deny it, she really did love him. That love though was nothing like what she felt for Edward, but it was enough to cause both Edward and Jacob pain. She knew in reality if she just left them both, everyone would eventually be ok. Didn't they deserve to be happy more than she?
Bit she bit her lower lip, breathing in slowly. Trying so desperatly to calm herself down. Getting upset like this, the only thing she'd get was Edward's sympathy. Truly it was something that she didn't deserve. He was trying to comfort her and make her feel better. She wanted to sigh, but not a single sound escaped her lips. For at the moment she was choking back another sob. This was the first time that she truly missed being a vampire. How she'd been able, for that short period of time, to hide her emotions. Not everything she was feeling was written out on her face clear for the world to see. But now, being the 'open book' she could only imagine what her face and even her eyes showed Edward. That was the reason why she was trying her hardest not to look at him. Her attetion on the floor, the walls, any random piece of furniture.
There had to be something internally wrong with her, her life up untill this point. for the past few months really, it had been perfect. Not one was after her family, and nothing stood in the way of her life with Edward. But of course, she wasn't happy with that... Well she was, but for some reason she had to make a problem of something. And with that thought she had to force herself back to reality. She really needed to stop this and now. All she was doing was feeling sorry for herself instead of trying to think of how to make things ok again.
Bella was honestly tempted to speak again, she needed to say something. This silence was really going to drive her insanse. She parted her lips, taking in a small breath as she prepared to talk. But then, she stopped, her words cut off at the feel of Edward's hand against the side of her face. Her two main reactions at the moment were to wince and/or pull away from him. But somehow she'd stopped from doing either. If she'd reacted like that...what would he have thoughten about that. Did it matter though, what could she do now that would ever make him think less of her. She loathed the fact that she truly knew, no matter what, he'd never hate her.
"Shh, my love." The sound of his voice, it was so soothing to her and yet it made her hate herself that much more. She wanted to forget all of this and act as if nothing was wrong, but, that was truly impossible to do. She bit her lip, to keep quite. She'd already began to cry, something she'd promised herself she wouldn't do. She needed to pill herself together. Take whatever punishment she was going to get with dignity. After all whatever Edward decided, it would of course only be what she deserved. He then pulled her closer to him, and tucked her head beneath his own. Rocking them both gently back and forth, she allowed herself to remain here. Despite how much she wanted to pull away, she knew she didn't have anywhere close to that type of will power.
"You can have whatever you want. Just be happy. You have every right to be here. You also had every right to see him." Even though she had expected him to say something along the lies of this. She still couldn't stop herself from feeling the pain and the guilt that went along with those words. She quickly shook her head back and forth, her eyes closing for a moment. "No. No....I know what I want you but...I don't deserve you, I never have and we both know that I never will..." She cut herself off, stoping only when he led her towards the couch. Her body was physically and emotionally drained but sleep was beyond impossible in a moment like this.
With both of them on the couch, she could not find the will to even want to pull away. With him holding her so close again, she wanted to act as f nothing was wrong. She didn't want to cause all of these problems but it was like she honeslty had no other choice... No say in the matter. "You love us both, I realize that. I should not have thought that a ring would be the end of it. From my own perspective, I suppose that I found everything impossibly perfect. I had not given as much thought to yours and Jacob's relationship and that is entirely my fault." Why...why did he always do that to her? It was her fault, it always was and yet...somehow he always found a way to make himself believe that it was in fact, his fault. She pushed against his chest, moving back so that she could look up at his face. "Stop!" She snapped, for the first time not really caring if she raised her voice or not, she was beyond sick of him always going so easy on her, she didn't deserve his kindness or his forgiveness. "Please, just stop doing this to me. This is all my fault and no one elses. Not your's. Not Jacob's. It's mine. And what you expected our wedding, us getting married should have been the end of it. Edward I love you....and you alone....You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. If I wasn't one hundred percent sure of that, I wouldn't have agreed to marry you. So please, stop being so understanding. I'm a horrible person, why can't you just see that?!"" Her voice was louder at first but as she continued her voice slowly began to fade untill it was barely audible when she finished. So many times she'd nearly lost control of herself. Her shoulders had begun to shake lightly but this time she'd managed to keep from crying.
"Bella, I can let you go. I know you love me, but if there is a chance you love him more, well then I cannot hold you back." With those words....to be quite honest it felt as if he'd taken a knife and plunged it straight into her heart. Really that pain would have hurt less than what she felt now... He could let her go....? Even if it was just a statment...she couldn't bare to hear those words. Just imagining being without him, she couldn't survive another day. "You can let me go..." She had to choke the words out and then pausing for a moment before she could continue. "Maybe...you can...but, I can't let you go...I'm- I'm not strong enough to do that... Edward, I loved you so much....it consumes me...This is all my fault....that you can't see that I'm yours and that's nevr going to change... My heart, my soul.....I don't want to live without you....." She wispered softlu realizing how stupid she sounded but she honestly didn't care at this point. she needed to show hit that she did mean what she was saying to him....
"I can still be in your life if you wish. The pain would fade eventually...Honestly, the one thing I can't handle is being the man that could eventually be in a one sided marriage. If you are going to continue to see him, if it is better for you, if you still want to stay with me, I won't mind as long as Ej is out of it." "This is your decision, I don't want you to put me or even him first. Please, take a moment to consider what you want. It will...'Soften the blow,' if you will, the sooner you tell me." This time she chose to say nothing, waiting untill he finished with everything he had to say. And really, it was a good thing she didn't say anything fpr she knew that she would have no control over ehrslef at this point. Edward was considering all of these things...Believeing that she didn't love him and that she wanted to leave. She honestly had no idea what to say. It wans't true....not at all but how was she supposed to make him see that..... "No...No..." She forced out shaking her head once again as she buried her face in his chest, she couldn't look at him and she didn't want him to see her. "I'm not going anywhere....p-please believe that.... I-I know that I've been horrible to you and I don't deserve you or Ej... But please...i-if you let me stay.... I..." She stopped, these next words would kill her to say but she had to "I'll never see Jacob again....."
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